Learning in Macquarie~

السلام عليكم~ (Assalamualaikum)
こんいちは～ (Konnichiwa)
and hello everyone~

I was just playing with the letters and happy with it...

Alhamdulillah... It has been a week of attending classes and I'm trying to get use to the new environment. So far, I enjoyed the classes, being able to laugh when others laugh... though most of the time staring at the lecture's face trying to understand what is he/she is saying. Okay, I admit. I understand literally what they said, but semantically (<-I wonder if this is correctly used) I don't really get it.. Hehe...

So what's the catch this sem? Jeng jeng jeng~

Ohohoho~ I'm so happy that I manage to take this course as my elective~

What's so interesting about it?

We have weekly online quiz~~~~
Weekly tutorial quiz~~~
A class test~~
Individual speaking test~
Group speaking test..
Examination... and...
Homeworks...

Uhuhuhu....

Ura: You're giving up already?

At first, I'm not very sure about it my self. However, after trying to memorize all the hiragana within 48 hours, Alhamdulillah~ I manage to read hiragana texts now~ yep... like a kindergarten student... (and my head almost burst)

Well, somehow I realized that I really love Japanese language and InsyaAllah I'll put my heart and soul to learn this language... You shouldn't waste the chance given by Allah, right?

Not only for Japanese language, InsyaAllah, I'll try my best studying here...

That's all for today~

さようなら～(Sayonara... I'm not sure when to use Mattane thus, I'll use this for the time being...)

Anything~

Assalamualaikum, Konnichiwa and Hello Everyone~!

Happy New Year~~~~
Ura: That's waaaayyy too late...

Happy Chinese New Year~~?
Ura: That's too, late...

Salam Maulidur Rasul???
Ura: That's not too late... Salam...

Ohohoho... It seemed that I've been in a pretty long hiatus due to very limited access to the internet. Thus, I'm happy to tell that my first post in 2011 is done in Sydney~ Hurray~~~ (Q: What's the motive of being happy? A: Dunno...)

As you can see, it's the new layout. Is it nice? I think so, but lots of buttons went missing and I don't really know how to fix them. So, maybe I'll try it later. Sorry if it's inconvenient... Hontou ni gomenasai!!! (90 degree bow)

I've planned to post something before, but you can see that the plan is a complete failure. Nahh... Nothing important... Just want to show my first sketch of the year. I daydreamed that I was one of the character from Fairy Tail and this is what I manage to draw.

I don't really have the time to use the scanner, so I snap it using my phone camera...

Next, together with B. Ed TESOL Cohort 2 3rd Cycle IPG Kampus P. Pinang students, we departed to Sydney on the 10th of February. Well, to be exact, we departed on the 11th of February midnight.

I would like to thank some people for sending me off~

1) My parents of course~Thanks for everything Mama and Ayah~ Driving to KLIA, then straight back home must be tiring ne? Love both of you~

2) Mira-chan, Cai-chan and Apis Kamit (not in the pic)~
Mira-chan and Cai-chan arrival was a huge surprise~ Thanks Mira-chan for the trouble coming from UPSI, Cai-chan from UIA (Cai-chan even had an important exam the next day!) and Apis Kamit, who came straight after work (He's a MAS junior technician). Thanks a LOT!!!

Next, trip to Sydney~ I'll just show some of the pic okay? Visit my FB page for more~ (sape la nk tgk gmba die tu kn?)

Thanks seagulls for loving us~
Seagulls: You've paid us right?...
Ehehehe~

Thanks to the Seniors for guiding us~

That's All For Today~
Mattane Deshou~

Erm... Lalala?~

Assalam to Konnichiwa~

Hait... 'Last post' de wa nai...

Ura: Uso darou....
Omote: Iyada!!!

After several years living without a scanner, Ayah suddenly decided to buy us one. It's actually for MUV matters. But then, Ayah gave me the permission to use it anytime~ Yay~! I'm so happy~! Why? Because I'm definitely going to use it wisely~ Taraaa~~~

Art No. 1~

And No. 2~

I'm pretty bad at drawing MEN... and I'm still learning... So, please excuse the ugliness...

(credit to my little brother Hafiz for 'allowing' me to sneak in his room and 'borrow' several manga's.. heee...)

Ura: Wow... you use it 'very WISELY'...
Omote: ehehehe~

Haha~ Because of the scanner, I manage to move a step forward in sketching/drawing manga like characters (I guess)~

Next, I hope that I could buy a tablet so that I could colour the pictures that I've drawn using Photoshop...

That's all~
Mattane Deshou~

^_^~

Can't think of a title actually. Hehe~ I guess this is my last post of the year before my internet line is terminated. Huu... Alright~

Dare ka na? Presenting... My besties~ (I guess most of us know already)
Cai-chan to Mira-chan~

Yep, tanah bertuah SMKA Maahad Muar lah yang menemukan kami (x bleh blah tol ayat). hehe~ I've known Cai-chan for about 8 years and Mira-chan for 5 years. I think it's a miracle that we could be so close though actually we are far away to one another. I'm staying in Batu Pahat, Johor, Cai-chan in Shah Alam, Selangor and Mira-chan in Kuantan, Pahang. We further our studies at different places as well. So, after we ended school, I could only contact them through phone and YM. Our friendship started as the three of us have the same interest. Watching anime, reading manga and sketching. But then, as time passed by, we're getting closer and closer to each other.

Therefore, Cai-chan to Mira-chan, hontou ni hontou ni HONTOU NI ARIGATO for always be there for me, accepting me as I am. Arigatou. Arigatou. Arigatou. I felt like saying Arigatou to them for the rest of my life. Haha~ Honestly, if I were to choose whose the first and the second important person among you two, I won't be able to do it because both of you are very very VERY IMPORTANT to me. I might cause trouble to both of you, telling you my problems. But then, both of you replied you feel appreciated that I trusted you. I might take your time unnecessarily, but you said that your happy to hear from me, doesn't matter if it's about my problem or my happy story. I felt the same as well, happy when you trust me. I guess this is what they call friendship?

I really love both of you and I'm really grateful to have known both of you.
Again, Arigatou~
Thank You Allah for giving not one, but two wonderful persons. InsyaAllah, I'll appreciate them for the rest of my life. May Allah strengthen our bond~

That's All~
Mattane deshou~

Untitled...

Assalamualaikum and Konnichiwa... I'm really bad at giving titles. So, just assume that it's an emo post.

Born as the first child of the family, I've been taught not to create or cause any problem. Because of that, I prefer to do things alone, as I thought that I will cause others problem if I ask anybody to help me. Therefore, I thought that I have to be stronger that anybody else to be able to do things alone. I tried to master as many skills as possible so that I won't be needing any help and I tried to fulfill as many request as possible from my friends so that they won't run into problems. I even ignored the fact that I'm a girl, thus, preferred walking alone going anywhere, thinking that my request will cause my friends trouble. Though I've had been scolded many many times about the 'walking alone' issue, I ignored them as my concern is that I should not be a hindrance to anybody. I've even 'transformed' from a crybaby to a person who couldn't cry at all even when needed, remembering someone saying that seeing me cry causing that person headache.

I'm also really bad at making decisions for others. But I'm pretty confident in what is best for me, solely, though normally I'll just obey my parents thinking that they know what's the best. However, after an incident, I'm no longer confident with my stances. Within 20 years of living, what the heck am I actually doing?

It's really painful seeing others in pain. I regret it, very very much. Seeing many hurting because of me, I could see how huge sin I have made. I'm really disappointed with myself, I could see clearly that I'm actually useless, no matter what I do, I'm just a trouble maker. We may pretend that nothing happened, but how can I pretend when it's clearly written on their faces that they are hurting. I thought that I should never been born and I wished that the incident never happened. I even thought that it's better for me to disappear. Haha.. I'm a coward who loves to run away. Then I realized, I totally forgotten about the sixth 'Rukun Iman', Believe in Allah's Qada' and Qadar, until Allah reminded me. It suddenly popped into my mind before I started praying and it made my mind calm for a while. I felt like crying as much as I can remembering about this. Allah still love His worst servant.

I followed a manga entitled 'Dengeki Daisy' until now. It's a funny manga, however, there's a confusing quote which I couldn't understand. The quote "The pain of your sin, don't you ever forget about it" makes me wonder, why would the author repeated this quote many times? Isn't it a cruel statement? But I guess, I could understand it a bit now. InsyaAllah, I'll never forget the pain of my sin as well.

Forgive me for what I've done though I don't think I should be forgiven.

That's all.
Mattane Deshou..

Tasukete Kudasai (Please Help Me)~

Minna-san Konnichiwa~

Well, I guess I have to post something today as I had a little problem. Recently, I've received a lot of 'Failure Notice' in my yahoo inbox...

The weird thing is... I DON'T RECALL SENDING ANY MAIL TO ANYONE...

I opened one of the mail... Yep, it shown that it was sent by me to a wrong mail address...
Luckily I've saved some wrong or expired mail addresses, so I could detect this thing...

So what did I sent???
In case you are wondering... Here is what says...

"hello I've learned that it's so easy to make cash on the web... check out this article i found: http://realtimenewsbe4.net">Look over that article over here"

Huh? Since when I learn how to promote cash making websites?

Being more curious... I had a look in my sent items...
WAIT!!! I DIDN'T SEND THOSE THINGS!!!

So that is it... My problem... Could anyone help me to solve this thing? I don't even know how to make complaints and blah blah blah... I don't even want to see a letter at my door, or in my mailbox telling me to be responsible for spamming... BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!

For those who received weird mails from 'me'... I'm truly sorry, and I'll try to solve this matter as fast as possible...

Yada Desu...

That's all for today... Please leave a comment...
Mattane deshou~

Doctor Heli... Starto~

Ohaiyo-gozaimasu~

This is not because I woke up early... No way... It is just that I could stop my eyes from staring at the laptop screen watching a Japanese Drama entitled Code Blue Season 2 that I'd bought yesterday evening and when I realized, I've already watched everything. Plus 'Owh, it's already 4.45 a.m.'. I'm not sure whether I should categorize this habit under the good habit or the not so good habit. Yada desu...

The Poster~!
Starring Yamashita Tomohisa, Aragaki Yui, Toda Erika... etc etc

I've watched the first season last Saturday, and I really like it. I guess the same goes to most of us who had watched this drama. Weird... It's not a love story and very little comedy, somehow, the drama is amazing. A little bit of summary, it is about four ER doctors training to be flight doctors. Meaning, instead of rescuing using ambulance, they learn to save patients by using helicopter.

I've learnt a lot from this drama and the actors and actresses are really superb. They acted very well and I'm really amazed. I finally understand a bit in what sense doctors have to be strong physically and mentally. Personally, I think the actors and actresses had portrayed the role of sincere doctors very well, which made me 'banjir' every episode especially for season 2. Yep... The main point is the drama is interesting as it made me cry... A lot... More than when I watched 1 Litre of Tears... Huhu... One way to relieve stress I guess... Gahaa~!

So, I highly recommended this drama.. Both Code Blue Season 1, SP (special) and Season 2...

If somebody has Code Blue SP, kindly share it with me~ Last time, I watched it online...

Well, this is the first drama that I manage to restrain myself from watching the last episode before the first episode ended... hehe~

That's all~
Mattane deshou~!