After several years living without a scanner, Ayah suddenly decided to buy us one. It's actually for MUV matters. But then, Ayah gave me the permission to use it anytime~ Yay~! I'm so happy~! Why? Because I'm definitely going to use it wisely~ Taraaa~~~
Art No. 1~
And No. 2~
I'm pretty bad at drawing MEN... and I'm still learning... So, please excuse the ugliness...
(credit to my little brother Hafiz for 'allowing' me to sneak in his room and 'borrow' several manga's.. heee...)
Ura: Wow... you use it 'very WISELY'... Omote: ehehehe~
Haha~ Because of the scanner, I manage to move a step forward in sketching/drawing manga like characters (I guess)~
Next, I hope that I could buy a tablet so that I could colour the pictures that I've drawn using Photoshop...
Can't think of a title actually. Hehe~ I guess this is my last post of the year before my internet line is terminated. Huu... Alright~
Dare ka na? Presenting... My besties~ (I guess most of us know already) Cai-chan to Mira-chan~
Yep, tanah bertuah SMKA Maahad Muar lah yang menemukan kami (x bleh blah tol ayat). hehe~ I've known Cai-chan for about 8 years and Mira-chan for 5 years. I think it's a miracle that we could be so close though actually we are far away to one another. I'm staying in Batu Pahat, Johor, Cai-chan in Shah Alam, Selangor and Mira-chan in Kuantan, Pahang. We further our studies at different places as well. So, after we ended school, I could only contact them through phone and YM. Our friendship started as the three of us have the same interest. Watching anime, reading manga and sketching. But then, as time passed by, we're getting closer and closer to each other.
Therefore, Cai-chan to Mira-chan, hontou ni hontou ni HONTOU NI ARIGATO for always be there for me, accepting me as I am. Arigatou. Arigatou. Arigatou. I felt like saying Arigatou to them for the rest of my life. Haha~ Honestly, if I were to choose whose the first and the second important person among you two, I won't be able to do it because both of you are very very VERY IMPORTANT to me. I might cause trouble to both of you, telling you my problems. But then, both of you replied you feel appreciated that I trusted you. I might take your time unnecessarily, but you said that your happy to hear from me, doesn't matter if it's about my problem or my happy story. I felt the same as well, happy when you trust me. I guess this is what they call friendship?
I really love both of you and I'm really grateful to have known both of you. Again, Arigatou~ Thank You Allah for giving not one, but two wonderful persons. InsyaAllah, I'll appreciate them for the rest of my life. May Allah strengthen our bond~
Assalamualaikum and Konnichiwa... I'm really bad at giving titles. So, just assume that it's an emo post.
Born as the first child of the family, I've been taught not to create or cause any problem. Because of that, I prefer to do things alone, as I thought that I will cause others problem if I ask anybody to help me. Therefore, I thought that I have to be stronger that anybody else to be able to do things alone. I tried to master as many skills as possible so that I won't be needing any help and I tried to fulfill as many request as possible from my friends so that they won't run into problems. I even ignored the fact that I'm a girl, thus, preferred walking alone going anywhere, thinking that my request will cause my friends trouble. Though I've had been scolded many many times about the 'walking alone' issue, I ignored them as my concern is that I should not be a hindrance to anybody. I've even 'transformed' from a crybaby to a person who couldn't cry at all even when needed, remembering someone saying that seeing me cry causing that person headache.
I'm also really bad at making decisions for others. But I'm pretty confident in what is best for me, solely, though normally I'll just obey my parents thinking that they know what's the best. However, after an incident, I'm no longer confident with my stances. Within 20 years of living, what the heck am I actually doing?
It's really painful seeing others in pain. I regret it, very very much. Seeing many hurting because of me, I could see how huge sin I have made. I'm really disappointed with myself, I could see clearly that I'm actually useless, no matter what I do, I'm just a trouble maker. We may pretend that nothing happened, but how can I pretend when it's clearly written on their faces that they are hurting. I thought that I should never been born and I wished that the incident never happened. I even thought that it's better for me to disappear. Haha.. I'm a coward who loves to run away. Then I realized, I totally forgotten about the sixth 'Rukun Iman', Believe in Allah's Qada' and Qadar, until Allah reminded me. It suddenly popped into my mind before I started praying and it made my mind calm for a while. I felt like crying as much as I can remembering about this. Allah still love His worst servant.
I followed a manga entitled 'Dengeki Daisy' until now. It's a funny manga, however, there's a confusing quote which I couldn't understand. The quote "The pain of your sin, don't you ever forget about it" makes me wonder, why would the author repeated this quote many times? Isn't it a cruel statement? But I guess, I could understand it a bit now. InsyaAllah, I'll never forget the pain of my sin as well.
Forgive me for what I've done though I don't think I should be forgiven.
Well, I guess I have to post something today as I had a little problem. Recently, I've received a lot of 'Failure Notice' in my yahoo inbox...
The weird thing is...I DON'T RECALL SENDING ANY MAIL TO ANYONE...
I opened one of the mail... Yep, it shown that it was sent by me to a wrong mail address... Luckily I've saved some wrong or expired mail addresses, so I could detect this thing...
So what did I sent??? In case you are wondering... Here is what says...
"hello I've learned that it's so easy to make cash on the web... check out this article i found: http://realtimenewsbe4.net">Look over that article over here"
Huh? Since when I learn how to promote cash making websites?
Being more curious... I had a look in my sent items... WAIT!!! I DIDN'T SEND THOSE THINGS!!!
So that is it... My problem... Could anyone help me to solve this thing? I don't even know how to make complaints and blah blah blah... I don't even want to see a letter at my door, or in my mailbox telling me to be responsible for spamming...BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING! For those who received weird mails from 'me'... I'm truly sorry, and I'll try to solve this matter as fast as possible...
Yada Desu...
That's all for today... Please leave a comment... Mattane deshou~
This is not because I woke up early... No way... It is just that I could stop my eyes from staring at the laptop screen watching a Japanese Drama entitled Code Blue Season 2 that I'd bought yesterday evening and when I realized, I've already watched everything. Plus 'Owh, it's already 4.45 a.m.'. I'm not sure whether I should categorize this habit under the good habit or the not so good habit. Yada desu...
The Poster~! Starring Yamashita Tomohisa, Aragaki Yui, Toda Erika... etc etc
I've watched the first season last Saturday, and I really like it. I guess the same goes to most of us who had watched this drama. Weird... It's not a love story and very little comedy, somehow, the drama is amazing. A little bit of summary, it is about four ER doctors training to be flight doctors. Meaning, instead of rescuing using ambulance, they learn to save patients by using helicopter.
I've learnt a lot from this drama and the actors and actresses are really superb. They acted very well and I'm really amazed. I finally understand a bit in what sense doctors have to be strong physically and mentally. Personally, I think the actors and actresses had portrayed the role of sincere doctors very well, which made me 'banjir' every episode especially for season 2. Yep... The main point is the drama is interesting as it made me cry... A lot... More than when I watched 1 Litre of Tears... Huhu... One way to relieve stress I guess... Gahaa~!
So, I highly recommended this drama.. Both Code Blue Season 1, SP (special) and Season 2...
If somebody has Code Blue SP, kindly share it with me~ Last time, I watched it online...
Well, this is the first drama that I manage to restrain myself from watching the last episode before the first episode ended... hehe~
I even haven't started my assignments... (ura: super lazy-bone)
Well, after staring for too long playing Pokemon Emerald game, I decided to 'Mute Karaoke' because I don't really dare to make too much noise.. hehe... and I encountered this song....
Title : Friends (Ending 2 Gundam 00) Singer: Stephanie (a Japanese)
and the translation~ (in case waiting for the video to load is extremely irritating)
Having worn the same smiles We passed through the years together The sceneries kept changing And we struggle to accept it
I throw away my useless pride May kindness come to this world
I Gotta Say Even if I show off my bravery and my strength I can't survive alone Our promise from that day It remains firm in my heart, even now…
New encounters come after each farewell I find light down a new path, and move on Since the day I was born That has been the way my life is molded
Before we realize it, We have both found our own futures
I Gotta Say Even if you're far away where I can't meet you There's a resilient bond between us "May our dreams come true" I’m praying from the bottom of my heart We’re friends forever
We vow to meet again someday Making a pinky swear We started to walk Towards our unseen destination And though we maybe lost We're making progress All the time…
Amidst the changing seasons And this fleeting moments I listen to the nostalgic melodies Even if I become an adult Some things won't fade away Like our precious memories
I Gotta Say Even if I show off my bravery and my strength I can't survive alone Our promise from that day It remains firmly in my heart…
As life goes on… I mustn't forget, Yeah Don’t let it go… I remember this vast land and my friends/comrade
and thus, I decided to dedicate this song to all my friends especially:~
1. Nur Shairah bt. Mohd. Tarmizi 2. Amirah Adilah bt. Mujahid 3. Diayana bt. Naharuddin 4. Nur Farhana bt. Mohd Syams Baskaran
- Thanks for acknowledging me~ - Thanks for making me feel appreciated. - Thanks for teaching me that it's okay to be myself. - Thanks for always be there for me. - Seriously, I OWE YOU MY LIFE~!(which I don't have any idea on how to return it back. hehe)
For the names that I didn't mention, I apologize.
For the rest of my friends, my dearest roommate (Natrah), classmates or even schoolmates, my life won't be complete without all of you (though you only talked to me once, as long as I'm still in your memory, I'll approve you as my friends ^_^).
Each and everyone of you have taught me different lessons, experience and many more. Million of thanks for colouring my life~
I'll always cherish our bond of friendship and may Allah bless all of us by strengthening our bond~
Okay2 I get it... I have to update this bloggy-chan<- (sounds very weird)...
So here goes... My Raya Story~ (ura: dh basi la weih...)
Well, can't say this was my best Raya, but I'm grateful to have the opportunity to celebrate it again this year. Three days before raya, my family I went back to my village which located in Kampung Bindu, Tongkang Pechah, Batu Pahat, Johor. Yeah... We never celebrated our 1st Raya anywhere but this place~ Thus, those were my activities~
Weaving 'ketupat'... I was paid 20 cent per ketupat~
Filling the 'ketupat' with rice...
Cooking time~!
Done~!
Raya Dishes~
Being served and eaten...
Not much of a story huh? huhu... Okay~ That's All for today~!
I was just walk-walk... I mean spending my leisure, which is not so leisure by taking a look at my friends blog.. Guess what I saw? A MONSTER!!!
Nah.. Obviously it's a lie... This is what I saw... In Che' Lah's blog...
Omote : Kyaaa~! I've been tag~! (with the 'gedik2' pose) Ura: Erk~! So... What should I do? Hurm... Follow the instructions lorh~!
Instruction Number One Go to your photo file, select theEIGHTHfolder
Instruction Number Two Select theEIGHTHphoto from the folder
Instruction Number Three Challenge EIGHT blogging friends to do the same Yeah... Pretty simple huh? So... The obedient me followed the instructions...
Instruction Number One~! CHECK~!
Instruction Number Two~! CHECK~!
Uh~ Uh~ Which is the Lucky One?~ (imagine a baboon asking this.. erm...)
Oh yeah.. This picture~! The picture is kind of nostalgic. Hehe. Look what I've done to the wheelbarrow. I really enjoyed myself doing this thing. It's artistic okay~ So what do you think? Moreover, my house had undergone some renovation. So, I can say that this place does not exist anymore or, to be exact, this place is still exist but no longer looking like this... (Hurm.. The sentence is pretty confusing).. The wheelbarrow as well, is now collecting rubbish and sand... Boo-hoo....
So next, I'll tag.....
Urf... I hate it when I have to choose...
Let's ask the magic ball~
No cheating okay...
Click it... If it says yes... Then.. YOU ARE TAGGED~!
Yep~ It seems fun, so, I decided to consider myself as being tagged by Mr. Anwar... Hohohohoho~
Hajime Mashou Yo~!
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? I was named after my uncle read the list of names... err...
2.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? When the light shines too brightly...Allergic okay~! (Ura: ngade2 nye pompuan)
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Love my 'handtyping' more~ Coz less energy used... 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Meating...
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? 15 'kidtens'
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Of course... I'm too good for myself~ (Ura: pmpuan yg ske perasan keperasanannye itu benar)
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM? What? Sarkas? Since when we can use that?
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Hurm... I don't see anybody remove it from my mouth yet...
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? Will the height be the same as mine?
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? I love my money more than cereal???
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Nope... It'll untie itself and I'll tie it back when accident almost happen... Need to save Energy~! (Ura: Lazy bones)
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Eyes-Scream... Creepy...
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? I notice beautiful people... Ohohohohoho~
15. RED OR PINK? Choosing is tiring... Ahhh!!! I see energy wasted!!! Next~~~
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? Weight???
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? Alarm clock...
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST? No.. Reason: Because I want to say No..
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Dunno how to classify the colour... changed colour already..
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Ceiling fan...
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? Can I choose to be an aroma candle? Barula style... Ohohoho~
23. FAVORITE SMELLS.. Odourless...
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON PHONE? Rumet~
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Rather than like... I think I respect this person more..
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Gymnastic Artistic... Enjoy being jealous coz there are lots of movements that obviously I can't do..
27. HAIR COLOR? Can't find the suitable name for the colour... 28. EYE COLOR? How can I tell you? Even I am confused whether it's brown, or dark brown, or very dark brown, or very very dark brown etc. etc.
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Who wears contact numbers~! Ohohohoho~ Silly.. silly.. (Ura: ehem2.. whose silly?)
30. FAVORITE FOOD My favourite food is FOOD...
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? How about, all the movies I watched started with the endings???
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? I dunno laaa... don't ask me about colours... hard to identify... energy wasted..
34. Summer or winter? Rainy season..
35. HUGS OR KISSES? Scratches...
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Of course I respond to myself....
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? The walls...
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Memoirs of A Geisha... It's been 1 sem already.. but...
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Love money than mouse pad~
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? Messages from the sponsors...
42. FAVORITE SOUND(S). My voice.. Ohohohoho~
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? What's the differences?
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? A lot... as long as like it, it's special to me~
46. WHERE WERE U BORN? Hospital Daerah Batu Pahat...
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? Yu Kanda's answer for my propose to marry him...
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER? I met him in a manga...
It seems that I’ve been on hiatus for quite a long time. Well, there’s no internet connection at home. I even missed a number of chapters of Naruto, which is currently on hiatus. Urf!!! WHY?!!!Personally, I think that people really like to make others suffer heart ache. Things are getting exciting okay!!!
Ura: Don’t complain. It’s your choice.
Omote: Uwaaa… Ura-chan is so not cute!!!
A lot had happened during the holiday and I really really appreciate every single moment at home. Obviously, those moments couldn’t be repeated again.
Okay~!
Recently (to be exact, it was 2 days ago), I’ve been reading and addicted manga entitled Akuma to Love Song (The Devil and Love Song).
It’s a shoujo manga which I think is very interesting cause the heroin’s (Kawai Maria) personality is something that almost impossible to be found in this world. Her cold personality and her ability to read people's true intention makes people call her Devil. She wanted to change for the better. And most importantly (choral speaking tone), the heroin is a very strong person~ (I mean mentally strong).
I’ve been thinking a lot, why do I like Japanese mangas and dramas so much? (certain only, but quite a number). I guess these are my answers~ Because, in the storyline…
1) They don’t give up easily.
2) There will be several failures before they succeed. (Sometimes, even we worked hard, we still face failures in life, right?
3) They have strong wills to keep on living no matter how hard their life is.
4) They’re willing to do anything for the sake of others. 5) They seldom take back their words. 6) Their deeds are full with sincerity (though sometimes it seems harsh). 7) THEIR WORDS SAVE MANY SOULS.
The reasons are more than this but I think those were the main points, especially point number 7. Their words made me realize what life is about and appreciate everything in this world. I really wish that I could be like that as well. In that sense, Japanese are incredible~
