Nothing much~

Assalamualaikum and Moshi2~

Recently, a lovely parcel came to me. Well, not that lovely as I have to pay for it. Uhuk3... But I'm really happy with it~

Yep... It's me in the parcel...

Wondering what the heck is that? That is what human call, Pen Tablet. Ohohoho~ It functions like a mouse (PC mouse not mouse mouse) but the different is we will use the pen to move the cursor. Suitable for sketching (amature sketchers as professional one will use tablets that are way more expensive that this) and signing documents in PC, laptop, etc etc etc. Of course, this is the cheapest that I could find.

Next~ Thanks to my brother Hadri for giving me lots of links for colouring tutorial, I found out that my previous colouring was really hideous. That time, I haven't bought the tablet yet, so using the PC mouse, I made a little bit modification on the previous picture.

Ne.. This is a little bit, right?
New colouring technique using photoshop... I learned from this link.
http://photoshoptutorials.ws/photoshop-tutorials/drawing/how-to-create-an-anime-artwork-in-photoshop.html
It's pretty easy but confusing as we have to keep changing layers making the neatness miserable.

Next~ I drew a new picture, as if the character is wearing a hijab. Ohohoho~

Thanks to my brother again for introducing SAI paint. It's easy to make the outline using this software. But I don't really know how to colour yet using Sai, so I use photoshop... The pen tablet is sure handy~

Creepy huh?

Last but not least, using Mira-chan sketch, I try to colour using Sai. Sorry Mira chan, I know that the original sketch is much better that this. After all, there are things that only you could do... So, It became like this.... Honestly, its easier using Sai than photoshop, and having a pen tablet sure is a bonus...

Ahahaha~ I know I know. I have to practice more especially on the shading and smaller details. For those who interested, don't give up~! You can search for many website tutorials on how to sketch, colour either using Sai or photoshop online~

That's all for today~
Jya~ Mattane~

Lalala~ -.-''

Assalam and Moshi Moshi~

Not much for today's post. I just want to post my first colouring experiment~ Taraa~~~

I definitely have to practice more on the shading... And the background, well, I've lost my pencil case so, I don't have any stationery to let me draw something... Credits to my brother Hadri for giving me the link on how to colour using photoshop... Hontou ni Arigatou~

Interested? Here's the link~
http://www.melissaevans.com/tutorials/colouring-line-art/1

It's really helpful~

That's all for today~
Jya~ Mattane~ (I heard a Japanese saying this in front of me, so, probably this is the correct one.. hehe~)

Learning in Macquarie~

السلام عليكم~ (Assalamualaikum)
こんいちは～ (Konnichiwa)
and hello everyone~

I was just playing with the letters and happy with it...

Alhamdulillah... It has been a week of attending classes and I'm trying to get use to the new environment. So far, I enjoyed the classes, being able to laugh when others laugh... though most of the time staring at the lecture's face trying to understand what is he/she is saying. Okay, I admit. I understand literally what they said, but semantically (<-I wonder if this is correctly used) I don't really get it.. Hehe...

So what's the catch this sem? Jeng jeng jeng~

Ohohoho~ I'm so happy that I manage to take this course as my elective~

What's so interesting about it?

We have weekly online quiz~~~~
Weekly tutorial quiz~~~
A class test~~
Individual speaking test~
Group speaking test..
Examination... and...
Homeworks...

Uhuhuhu....

Ura: You're giving up already?

At first, I'm not very sure about it my self. However, after trying to memorize all the hiragana within 48 hours, Alhamdulillah~ I manage to read hiragana texts now~ yep... like a kindergarten student... (and my head almost burst)

Well, somehow I realized that I really love Japanese language and InsyaAllah I'll put my heart and soul to learn this language... You shouldn't waste the chance given by Allah, right?

Not only for Japanese language, InsyaAllah, I'll try my best studying here...

That's all for today~

さようなら～(Sayonara... I'm not sure when to use Mattane thus, I'll use this for the time being...)

Anything~

Assalamualaikum, Konnichiwa and Hello Everyone~!

Happy New Year~~~~
Ura: That's waaaayyy too late...

Happy Chinese New Year~~?
Ura: That's too, late...

Salam Maulidur Rasul???
Ura: That's not too late... Salam...

Ohohoho... It seemed that I've been in a pretty long hiatus due to very limited access to the internet. Thus, I'm happy to tell that my first post in 2011 is done in Sydney~ Hurray~~~ (Q: What's the motive of being happy? A: Dunno...)

As you can see, it's the new layout. Is it nice? I think so, but lots of buttons went missing and I don't really know how to fix them. So, maybe I'll try it later. Sorry if it's inconvenient... Hontou ni gomenasai!!! (90 degree bow)

I've planned to post something before, but you can see that the plan is a complete failure. Nahh... Nothing important... Just want to show my first sketch of the year. I daydreamed that I was one of the character from Fairy Tail and this is what I manage to draw.

I don't really have the time to use the scanner, so I snap it using my phone camera...

Next, together with B. Ed TESOL Cohort 2 3rd Cycle IPG Kampus P. Pinang students, we departed to Sydney on the 10th of February. Well, to be exact, we departed on the 11th of February midnight.

I would like to thank some people for sending me off~

1) My parents of course~Thanks for everything Mama and Ayah~ Driving to KLIA, then straight back home must be tiring ne? Love both of you~

2) Mira-chan, Cai-chan and Apis Kamit (not in the pic)~
Mira-chan and Cai-chan arrival was a huge surprise~ Thanks Mira-chan for the trouble coming from UPSI, Cai-chan from UIA (Cai-chan even had an important exam the next day!) and Apis Kamit, who came straight after work (He's a MAS junior technician). Thanks a LOT!!!

Next, trip to Sydney~ I'll just show some of the pic okay? Visit my FB page for more~ (sape la nk tgk gmba die tu kn?)

Thanks seagulls for loving us~
Seagulls: You've paid us right?...
Ehehehe~

Thanks to the Seniors for guiding us~

That's All For Today~
Mattane Deshou~

Erm... Lalala?~

Assalam to Konnichiwa~

Hait... 'Last post' de wa nai...

Ura: Uso darou....
Omote: Iyada!!!

After several years living without a scanner, Ayah suddenly decided to buy us one. It's actually for MUV matters. But then, Ayah gave me the permission to use it anytime~ Yay~! I'm so happy~! Why? Because I'm definitely going to use it wisely~ Taraaa~~~

Art No. 1~

And No. 2~

I'm pretty bad at drawing MEN... and I'm still learning... So, please excuse the ugliness...

(credit to my little brother Hafiz for 'allowing' me to sneak in his room and 'borrow' several manga's.. heee...)

Ura: Wow... you use it 'very WISELY'...
Omote: ehehehe~

Haha~ Because of the scanner, I manage to move a step forward in sketching/drawing manga like characters (I guess)~

Next, I hope that I could buy a tablet so that I could colour the pictures that I've drawn using Photoshop...

That's all~
Mattane Deshou~

^_^~

Can't think of a title actually. Hehe~ I guess this is my last post of the year before my internet line is terminated. Huu... Alright~

Dare ka na? Presenting... My besties~ (I guess most of us know already)
Cai-chan to Mira-chan~

Yep, tanah bertuah SMKA Maahad Muar lah yang menemukan kami (x bleh blah tol ayat). hehe~ I've known Cai-chan for about 8 years and Mira-chan for 5 years. I think it's a miracle that we could be so close though actually we are far away to one another. I'm staying in Batu Pahat, Johor, Cai-chan in Shah Alam, Selangor and Mira-chan in Kuantan, Pahang. We further our studies at different places as well. So, after we ended school, I could only contact them through phone and YM. Our friendship started as the three of us have the same interest. Watching anime, reading manga and sketching. But then, as time passed by, we're getting closer and closer to each other.

Therefore, Cai-chan to Mira-chan, hontou ni hontou ni HONTOU NI ARIGATO for always be there for me, accepting me as I am. Arigatou. Arigatou. Arigatou. I felt like saying Arigatou to them for the rest of my life. Haha~ Honestly, if I were to choose whose the first and the second important person among you two, I won't be able to do it because both of you are very very VERY IMPORTANT to me. I might cause trouble to both of you, telling you my problems. But then, both of you replied you feel appreciated that I trusted you. I might take your time unnecessarily, but you said that your happy to hear from me, doesn't matter if it's about my problem or my happy story. I felt the same as well, happy when you trust me. I guess this is what they call friendship?

I really love both of you and I'm really grateful to have known both of you.
Again, Arigatou~
Thank You Allah for giving not one, but two wonderful persons. InsyaAllah, I'll appreciate them for the rest of my life. May Allah strengthen our bond~

That's All~
Mattane deshou~

Untitled...

Assalamualaikum and Konnichiwa... I'm really bad at giving titles. So, just assume that it's an emo post.

Born as the first child of the family, I've been taught not to create or cause any problem. Because of that, I prefer to do things alone, as I thought that I will cause others problem if I ask anybody to help me. Therefore, I thought that I have to be stronger that anybody else to be able to do things alone. I tried to master as many skills as possible so that I won't be needing any help and I tried to fulfill as many request as possible from my friends so that they won't run into problems. I even ignored the fact that I'm a girl, thus, preferred walking alone going anywhere, thinking that my request will cause my friends trouble. Though I've had been scolded many many times about the 'walking alone' issue, I ignored them as my concern is that I should not be a hindrance to anybody. I've even 'transformed' from a crybaby to a person who couldn't cry at all even when needed, remembering someone saying that seeing me cry causing that person headache.

I'm also really bad at making decisions for others. But I'm pretty confident in what is best for me, solely, though normally I'll just obey my parents thinking that they know what's the best. However, after an incident, I'm no longer confident with my stances. Within 20 years of living, what the heck am I actually doing?

It's really painful seeing others in pain. I regret it, very very much. Seeing many hurting because of me, I could see how huge sin I have made. I'm really disappointed with myself, I could see clearly that I'm actually useless, no matter what I do, I'm just a trouble maker. We may pretend that nothing happened, but how can I pretend when it's clearly written on their faces that they are hurting. I thought that I should never been born and I wished that the incident never happened. I even thought that it's better for me to disappear. Haha.. I'm a coward who loves to run away. Then I realized, I totally forgotten about the sixth 'Rukun Iman', Believe in Allah's Qada' and Qadar, until Allah reminded me. It suddenly popped into my mind before I started praying and it made my mind calm for a while. I felt like crying as much as I can remembering about this. Allah still love His worst servant.

I followed a manga entitled 'Dengeki Daisy' until now. It's a funny manga, however, there's a confusing quote which I couldn't understand. The quote "The pain of your sin, don't you ever forget about it" makes me wonder, why would the author repeated this quote many times? Isn't it a cruel statement? But I guess, I could understand it a bit now. InsyaAllah, I'll never forget the pain of my sin as well.

Forgive me for what I've done though I don't think I should be forgiven.

That's all.
Mattane Deshou..